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Date:2006-11-24 23:35
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8 years ago today, i started my first serious relationship. It's still technically the longest relationship i've had. I hate my life. I was fucking 15. i'm 23 now. what the shit!

lots of things have happened since then. some of which worthwhile, but overshadowed by those i wish i could forget or change.

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Date:2006-11-24 11:14
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Fuck everything else. Because at this point my life is fucking great. Who cares about anything? I'm hanging out with greg bennick tonight. and that's an equivilant to FUCK YOU. unless i really like you. HOLY SHIT

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Date:2006-11-16 16:16
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So, here's an update.

I teach at my old high school. It's pretty cool. I love it.
xREPRESENTx goes out on tour starting january for a WHILE.

That shit makes me happy. Really happy. But now i have to give up one of the most important parts of my life for like the last half a year. Well, it's been important longer, but it took a different turn a while ago. And i dont have to totally give it up, but give it up in the way that i want. words can't explain how much i hate laying down and accepting defeat, but sometimes it's just what has to be done. Gott helf mir.

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Date:2006-10-02 18:51
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Everyone keep your fingers crossed for me. maybe you'll find out why.

Anyways, toronto was sweet this weekend. Cristina, you rule!

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Date:2006-08-11 21:55
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I finally got job. I'm rockin out a sweet position with Northwest Airlines. That means i get cheap flights all over the world. If ya want, i can probably come visit you. But seeing as no one ever reads or comments, i guess that wont be necessary. Europe awaits though.

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Date:2006-08-03 22:42
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We got home early. Seems we would have been way out of money to continue on tour with the shows we had that may or may not have even happened. Oh well, that's the way tommy books. Next time we know better.

It was definitely 100% fun though. The shows we played were overall good, and when we werent playing the hang outs were tremendous. The mall of america was sweet too.

Glad to be home

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Date:2006-07-28 12:09
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Tour has been sweet. Some shows have been cancelled, but we continue to have fun regardless. miss a bunch of people, miss a bunch of things, but i'm enjoyin what i have at the moment, because once september starts, it wont be party time/all the time.

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Date:2006-07-19 14:29
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SO, it's the second day of tour. It's pretty sweet. This is what i'm been wanting to do for a while, and finally it's here!

Last nights show was pretty cool. small place, hot as balls, but fun. I met a sweet group of black girls who loved me and rj cause we took our shirts off and we had tattoos.

Detroits surrounding areas are pretty cool. Romeo was nice. Today we play toledo which is only an hour away. so sweet short drive.

xRx got a new shirt design which i'm pumped about. It's the eagle from the front of our cd, on a grey shirt. it's just the outline of the eagle in blue, like dodgers colors. It's great. my favorite one yet.

missin home, but that's how it goes baby!

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Date:2006-06-22 13:28
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All i do is listen to Children of Bodom - Angels don't Kill.
ALL DAMN DAY.

Go get that song. so hard.

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Date:2006-06-22 11:40
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Ok, so i did end up ripping the attic up to get her out. luckyily there were some floor boards loose so we lifted them up and taped boards together to basically push her out. What a dirty cat she was. Anyways, she fine, for anyone who was wondering.

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Date:2006-06-21 12:47
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I can't fucking stand my cat anymore. For some reason, she's in a hiding phase now, where all she does is hide under chairs or under my bed. It irritates the fucking piss out of me. We were gone for 5 days once, and she didnt leave from under my bed. Didn't eat or nothing. What the fuck.

THen, she always tries to sneak into the attic, which is why i wish people would leave my fucking door closed. So this morning i'm searching for her (very slowly, on account of my feet) and i couldnt find her in the apartment. So i figure i'll check the attic. Low and behold, the retard is up there.

So i go over to get her and she creeps under the floor boards and won't come up. At this point, i've had enough of her bullshit. I slid a board over the hole. i'll let her bake up there for a few days and see if she wants out then. There's nothign i can do to get her out, beyond ripping up the entire attic to find her. So in short, fuck 'er. If she wants to play these stupid hiding games and hide up in the attic. fine. she may die up there, but it aint my fault. Nor do i care anymore. I've had enough of her shit. She's a fucking idiot.

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Date:2006-06-19 23:35
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took a while to happen.... but it did.

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Date:2006-06-03 14:19
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So, it's my fuckin birthday. The last 3 days have been show filled and sweet. Today is lookin nice with awesome weather and rib fest to boot. I saw melanie and dorkelson this weekend. i almost cried. it was so fun to hang out with them.

Who would have guessed i would have made it to 23???

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Date:2006-05-19 11:34
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So, i found this to be a post worth making..

I needed a 2.80 to stay in the teaching program, and although i thought i did well this semester, you never know. I HATE looking at my grades, and infact i put it off until last night. I got 2 a's, 1 b+, 1 b, and 1 c+. Which is fucking great. I have a 2.85 GPA, so i get to stay in the teaching program, and I made dean's list. Sweet? I've never done that before.

xREPRESENTx has some shows coming up, and i'm excited. Mainly for the erie one, because it's with 100 demons. hopefuly the cd is done soon.

everything else has been ok. i guess. Lots of hangin out, which rules.

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Date:2006-05-04 20:59
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Watch This!!!


http://boilemmashmem.ytmnd.com/

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Date:2006-04-17 21:50
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New xREPRESENTx song up on myspace. check it out. we are pumped.

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Date:2006-04-13 23:14
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So, recording is fucking ruling. We have the drums, guitars and bass down. so now it's just vox and gangular vox. Hopefulyl we'll have that shit done saturday. if not, then we'll finish it during the week. Its been fun as hell doin it. I love being in the studio! Maybe i just want to record music for the rest f my life!

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Date:2006-04-09 17:14
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Ok, time for a little review...

School: I'm student teaching now. It's awesome! I'm having a lot of fun and the kids are really cool. Some of them know i'm in xrx too. WEIRD! cause they know i am in a band and one who screams abuot straight edge and shit.

Band: xRx started recording yesterday. Colin utterly killed the drums. All the tracks (intro, outro, 10 songs) in 2.5 hours. and not half assed either. tight shit. I'm so excited to get it finished finally.

Work: Well... redbull hasnt started yet, but should be soon. I hope. They said this upcoming week! Yes!

Girl: Mind your own business. haha

Money: Low but making it.

Cat: doing fine as always.

Tour: Be on the fucking lookout!!!

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Date:2006-04-04 23:29
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Everything just got awesome.

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Date:2006-03-30 21:26
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I went with Jake and Bogi to get chinese food today and as we were driving away an old lady stopped us and asked us for change. I noticed her accent and i asked her where she was from. She said "I am american, but after world war II, we came here from germany." I flipped. I was sooo happy. I told her that i spoke german in german, and she answered in german that she did too, but then said she wasnt german, rather russian.

So i ended up saying my favorite line in polish to her and bogi spoke russian with her, and we left. What a wonderful experience. I wish i knew more about her. I bet she has some crazy stories/artifacts. In retrospect, i should have given her more than i did. She said she needed milk. I should have asked her where she lived, or given her a ride. Too bad we had foor that needed eating.

Think about that though. What a chance meeting. Who would have thought that a russian slave from world war 2 and a young american students paths would cross in 2006 in erie PA. The fucking odds, i tell you.

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