How come i am totally indifferent about relationships. why can't i be like every other dude and when something shitty happens say "fuck this, i'm out" but no. i stick around and totally get into weird ass complicated shit that makes no sense and i'm not even sure which way i want to go. hangin around will only make it harder to move on. if that isnt evident by now, i dont know what is. fuck...

well... 21 now. also, i dont want anyone to get a wrong idea about christin. My feelings, be them anger or love, or indifference or whathaveyou, are my feelings and should not affect your judgement. God i feel like an ass, for like 15 reasons. Maybe i will move away.....to like 23rd street. tony wants to move to erie. i think it'd be cool to live with him. ALSO, how could i forget??? Represent recorded, well finished recoding yesterday. THis shit will rock, Here we come pittburgh, again, haha.

kyle n me had a rock'n'roll day, du. i totally talked to this girl i've had a 1.5 year crush on today too. dizamn! she has a boyfriend. oh well. that's the story of my life. Plus, mary heinrich, popularly known has the HOTTEST GIRL EVER didnt call me back. and that was from back in december. i dont think she's gonna. call it a hunch, but oh well. something will come along. and when it does, i will be 40 and totally uninterested! I'm postin like mad. time to grab lunch and make fun of cappers!! and foreigners!! xRepresentx practice today, show tomorrow. could it be better. yes it could. wanna know how? add in the omeback kid and me playin for crowd deterrent on the same show. wait! is this a dream? no! hot damn!!!!