So for most of the past 2 months, work was just the thing i had to do most days that i got paid for and kept me from doing whatever the fuck i wanted for a few hours a day. Well, it's always been that way, but as of late, hanging out with angel was what i wanted to be doing. So i'd watch the clock all day and with every 10 minutes going by, i'd be more and more excited to get back home.

Yesterday was different. This was the first day in a while that i knew i would go home to nothing. This really puts a damper on things. I mean its like until she comes back or theres something really awesome happening, whats there to be excited about? There's really nothing to get me through work. If there's an awesome show, i won't work that day anyways. Maybe i'll rely on the awesomeness of straight edge to get me through.

or maybe i just need a new job. I applied at the gap because i figure it'd be a way better job than telatron, with better pay and more flexible hours. i havent gotten a call yet, but i'll keep my fingers crossed. i applied at best buy too. i'd love to work there. bastards didnt call me either.

Our show tuesday went awesome. I really wish we would have had shirts to sell, but we slacked a bit. I won't say we. Jake was supposed to take care of it. He has the band money. So i'ts his job. I'm not pissed, but we definitely could have sold some shit. oh well. we'll sell stuff in fl.