Life's ok.... lemme give you a run down...

-Been talking with melanie a ton. what a good prend.
-RINGWORM tomorrow
-No work, cause i got sent home
-Red bull job oppurtunity lookin good!
-Cherry Juice.

Christmas is aroudn the corner. i thought i was going to enjoy this one. Oh well.

5 years ago on christmas day my grandpa died. WHat a day, right? I can't say i was sad. that guy suffered a long time. i was almost happy to see it end. I thought about it today while watching south park. There's alot of people i won't be bothered by when they die. some are family. i guess thats kinda messed. but in the same respect, thats how i feel, and i can't change that. I hope when i die its quick. I can't imagine living in a hospital bed for a time. Fuck that.

Hopefully those peta videos are true and i'm actually reversing stomach cancer as we speak. I have a feeling i'm going to live a long time. Or die really soon.