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So the fucking show gets closer and closer. I had long conversations wtih cassie today. I need to help tom find a job. this may be hard, but i believe we can do it.

I'm really happy with how my band is goin. The greatest part, is i still dont care what anyone fucking says. I mean, sure i'll take criticism if it's valid. But i've always made music becuase it's the music i wanted, not to hand it out cause thats what people want. That's the only way to be.

I've also come up with a good speech idea for the show. Basically its abuot how obviously hardcore isnt dead, but also i mean punk, grind, metal, and other things i may not like aren't dead either. And to not let anyone tell you that what you like is crap, because who cares what their preferences are. If you're straight edge, vegan, punk, hardcore, or whatever personal genre you may fit into, and you like it and you livew that way cause it's what you are, it aint dead, no matter who admires it or who hates it. Sure, i dont like everything, but that doesnt mean that the efforts someone else puts out for their scene are worthless, nor should my or anyother kid like me's effort to further hardcore be passed off as last chance attempts at a dying trend.